Time flies ~

Got my internet fixed yesterday but still i wont be using it much now.spm is coming and now I need to REALLY start studying =X.

Its been awhile without school.I kinda miss school now.All those laughs and memories when I was in high school with my classmates are just not meant to be forgotten.Its something that I should keep inside my memory forever as they were the best mates around.We had a class party for 5edison only.It workout well,especially when we played twister and Mafia.At first I thought Mafia is a game for kids but then again,i enjoyed playing it.Teachers also give great speech,especially mr sara,mr siva,and ms susan who actually gave us poem and a short sweet msg for everyone in edison .

I felt really sad,especially after our last day of school & class as we will not be able to laugh with all 24 students and a teacher together.We will be meeting up but it wont be a perfect 10/10 as most of us will go on their seperate ways.Our friendship in class keeps getting better and better everyday but something has to end somewhere and high school wasnt meant to last forever =[.

Other then that,a few stuff has been bothering me lately.Its been disturbing me since the last day of school.All of it is related to the future.

Where will I go?
Will I continue racing?
Whats gonna happen?
Will I do what I dream of?
Will this friday be a night to remember?
Will prom be the best night or worst night ever?

Theres soo much stuff that is around my head.This is only the half bit of it.I am actually scared whats gonna happen in the future.Will I be able to control my self like my brother and father did when they were in college without any family members? or will I turn to be one of the people whom only cares about excitments in life.Dear Allah S.W.T,please help me.

-Ilham