...End...

Its been a different year, what I have been through before came again but this time in a different way. The situation remains the same but the answers kept changing as though there were no particular answer. I havent been fair to my self lately. When ever I think of an answer, it kept changes . Why is that. Is it because of the people around me? or is it because I didnt want to choose an answer. or is there any other reasons behind it?

I started to avoid arguing.

I started to make smiles in everyone's faces.

But in return,what do I actually get for doing this?
Honestly,I dont care what I get in return as long as its a bright face I see everyday

But sometimes when you are there, stuck in the middle of the chapter, you might get lost.

When you have an opportunity, never wait but instead go for it.

When you have a second chance, make sure to do it better this time.

Always think about your future more.

Ive been thinking over and over for the past few months and finally I end up with an answer together with a mix feelings. Racing was a wonderfull experience for me. I never forget all those times I had in my kart, and the formula bmw car. I was lucky enough to experience something not many would. I still remember the promisses I made, the bad and good times. Actually all.

But sadly, I have decided to break those promisses in order to move on with something more challenging.

Do what you love most

You will succeed if you are really into it

After months not wanting something, it just came back asthough I need it. It was a decision for me to make. It would help me in the future and it will boost my confidence and such. Having it might change my life to a better person.

But I couldnt do much but to wait for an answer. I have nothing in my hand to accept the deal. I would if I have but I dont. now a days, many would think more of the negative then the positive. Thats up to them to think or believe but if you really know the person's personality, you wouldnt worry about anything.

Trust is the key of life

Lately im afraid. Afraid of everything thats got to do with the future.

What if I never see it again?

What if this opportunity just gone begging?

For now, im just waiting for an answer. Hopefully it all turns out great.

One in a million

Just that one..Please =[.

Keep pushing

Dam it,only 2 days and Im having a hard time .Will I be able to make it? Or will I give up ?

*Keep Pushing*

For the love of what I want in the future, the desire will help me to continue. A promise that I made will not be broken and it will happen. Wait for me.

Preparation

*Keep Pushing* - Augusto Farfus

*Never Give Up* - Abang Saiful

*Aim & Focus* - Roman

*Spot On* - Chris

*Always Be Positive* - Kak Farah

*There are no stupid questions, - Norman
there are only stupid answers*

Everything starts tomorrow after I wake up in the morning.
3 Months, Is it enouf for me to achieve what im up for?
We will see how it goes.

=]

wow,look at the date I wrote my last blog.Cun eh =]

ANyway,125 open Round 2 is in 1 week time at Elite USJ and I need to bulk up and start training now. High chances of winning it so I might as well go for the win. =]

T.O.C

Few days ago,I went to this college called T.O.C which stands for The Otomotif college. Went there with my dad to look around. I was happy and so as my dad. But after after she said "its a must to attend the orientation" me and my dad was like, why? She explains everything and my dad wrote a letter to the *principal* (not bad eh,principle,college got principle meh)...Imagine im going oversea on the 29 jan - 9 feb and they expect me to attend orientation on the 4,5,or 6 feb. If not ,I wont be alligable to enter this college for that sem.Well,the college is strict tho.

After few days waiting,my dad recieve a call saying that I am accepted in the college and I will be attending a special orientation xP.Special eh.Alhamdullillah im in =].Ill be starting college feb 10 for about 2.5 years here.Well,im gonna love it cause its 70% practical and NOT theory. Im happy . Im heading to the College again later to confirm my registration. =]

A month in Europe (part 2)

Lets continue then shall we....=]

After the strike at Gaza,kita yang berada di perkampungan perry bar which is at birmingham ,did solat hajat .Thanks to the student of MARA,we did it successfully.It was a sad storey that Mostly kids were killed during the Gaza inccident.=[.


Alrite moving on

It was snowing at birmingham =]..Yes snow,we dont get it here in Malaysia.Basically it was nice to see and play with snow. We all decided to go and play football.Where,yes field but field full of snow xP.

Corner kick

Yes it went where i wanted it too go

Ah,this picture was after I ran full field from one end to another catching up with ppl. I almost died.

*woot*

Curling shot =]

It was a nice cross but a bad finisher =.="

Okay,this is funny xD

Zyd =pegang apa tu

Abg fairuz = waduh,pandang belakang takut kah o.o
Mok= Wei,style apa tu

bok=The shot went in xP

Me= assist =]

My turn..wakakaka it went in =]

My shot

Fine header but hit the post

He beat me in sumoo xP

Hes gonna do his skill

AIK,TERLEPAS xD

After football,we went back and played Wii till night.It was fun.When the weekend came,the five of us (me,my bro,Zyd,kak ayu and abg fairuz) went for a weekend trip to liverpool and manchester united.Sadly,Zyd didnt get to join us for the tour cause he didnt book the ticket properly.kesian

Changing room

Yes ,media room

Interview?

Fight harder nic if you wanna be walking here everyweekend =].

HAHA...TAK SAMPAI (im being evil =.=")

The fans who died while watching liverpool play.Their names were printed at the small jersey.It was few year ago when this many people died causes from (dihimpit oleh orang ramai).Too many people that time.

Yes.I love this

gay faces

Wohooo,milan won xD

Look whats behind the throphy

me xP

Yes yes

After our tour ended,we went to our apartment that we rent.It was nice and cheap if devided into 5 ppl.

Addiction to gyroball

*A dialog i created for fun*This is just for fun okay ppl*

Highlight the words below to see the dialog.

Ilham=Zy-D,kau bukak lah aircond kau tu besar lagi.Aku yang kena nanti

Zy-D= Kalau tak nak kena jangan duk sini =]

Ilham= Ceh!!Aku pegang kau baru kau tau

Zy-D= Suka hati kau la nak pegang ke tak.

Ilham=Tak pe la...bergurau je

The next day,we went to manchester united.Honestly,I will never like this team =.="..But what to do.I go there just to see old traford.And again,Zy-D cant join us cause hes been in the tour.

The captains of Manchester united from then till now

Home side changing room.

Home side changing room

The only asian in barclays primier league..Park J.S

The entrance to the field

Yes ,visiting team

Racing seats O.O...

Officially Man united fan

(after being in uk for so long,its finally a dream come true for abg fairuz to enjoy the tour)

YES

WOhooo,wake up darling xP

All the Manchester United Players

Located as we go out the museum.

Jerseys

Yes yes.

Gigs,Ref and dont noe who

This thing is stupid =.="

Ronaldo's power is 77

Rooney's power is 77

vander sar is 70+

Me=52 =.="
( Well,i didnt do it properly as I was concern about my leg injury i picked up bfr i came.So hopefully next time,ill get higher)

Throphy

Exit of Man U store.

Sadly,The stuff that edric wanted was out of stock =.="

Zy-D Zy-D

(BUT OF COURSZEEEEE)

After that we went to visit Abg fairuz's friend.Well I dont get the chance to know them that well but they were nice people =].We played Beijing Olypic and I was thrilled with the game.

Nicely done

Well,after that we came back and on the way back,we played a mind game .The objective was to not let anyone sleep on the way back to Birmingham. From Manchester to Birmingham ,we played *the celebrity game*which you have to name a celebrity one after another.Example

Zy-D=Ill start.Elton john.Only a name which ends with the letter Elton john

Ilham=nnnnnnn...lets seee.....ning baizura

Abg amy= A,Adam

Kak ayu=M,Misha omar

Zy-D=R,Rihanna

And so on.If two or more people noes that person ( as in heard of him/her bfr)then he gets a point if not he loses it.Eventually,I lost and I suck at this game.

Moving on

Me and my Bro went to Amar's house to have dinner there.They were really nice ppl =].Im glad my brother made friends with him.Well ,if i were ever to go to uk again,ill definetly meet up with him .

That was it then.When wednesday came,I was ready to head back to where I belong. I said my Goodbyes to my brothers house mates and I left to the airport . Kak fida xP.After the gate opens,we said our goodbyes and I went in the plane.

A month in Uk with my brother was enouf to show me how lucky I was to be here and to show where I stand.Ive never been so close with my brother all this while. At home ,almost everytime we see each other ,we quarell.But now its different.I tried to co-operate with him in everything we do together.Finding ways to get to places at Paris,Do housework together and many more.there was only 1 time I quarell with him which is at Bicester. Well, I was actually hungry that time so I hope hed understand =].Ill change if im Hungry.

Well,It was really fun being there.I hope you guys will have the chances to read this yea=]

Abang fairuz = Terima kasih banyak banyak kerana menerima eam masuk rumah tu.Thank you for letting me play with the Wii and thank you so much for driving us from birmingham to Liverpool and Manchester United.=]

Kak Ayu = Thank you Akak for cooking those breakfast and dinner when I was around.I had lots of fun trying to pujuk kuning (cat) to actually like me and I did it.Or mayb because Putih went out with other cats.

Zy-D= Aduh Zy-D,The moment I mention or even think of your name the word (BUT OF COURSZEEEEEEEE) will come out in my mind.Thank you for your excitment in the house.Especially my last night at that house which we played PES 2009 UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE hardest LV using Barcelona and finally,We won =].After days of trying.

Kak Fida= Waduh ,I miss your Food already.Especially the toast u made for me after I got sick that early morning which actually woke everyone up.AND also
famous british classic - ROAST BEEF, ROSEMARY & GARLIC ROAST POTATOES with YORKSHIRE PUDDING and
BRUSSEL SPROUTS . Thank you for fetching us back and insyaallah ill try my best at mekkah nanti =].

Abg Lubi = HAHAHA,Im gonna write EVERYTHING in BAHASA MELAYU (which is Malay) so that one day we cant chat =]-Kak fida,pls dont help him xD..I wanna see what can he understand

Abg Lubi, terima kasih banyak banyak semasa eam berada di rumah sana. Eam hargai apa yang abg lubi buat .Yang semestinya semasa abg bawak saya naik kereta jalan jalan kat kampung.Saya masih tak percaya Kak fida boleh pening kepala.Selain itu(waduh ,macam tulis karangan lah pulak)eam akan rindu dgan gelakan kamu ...Ye betul.Saya suka =].Terima kasih ye =]..P.S.Kalau nak jual kereta tu,cari eam dulu ye xD

Alrite,that should be enouf for him xP

Amar=Hey man,thanks for the dinner.It was awesome.I really like the chicken you cooked =].The best part about it that the way you write down *how to cook the chicken* It was a funny one and ill remember that =]

Sneha=Thank you .It was nice meeting you tho =]...And thanks for the dinner yea..take care there (im all out of words-sry)

Bouk,Mok,Syukur=Thank you kerana main bola masa tu.Best giler kot. Good luck there yea =]

Lastly ,my bro= Thank you so much for taking care of me.Now i know why your called a brother.Your job was passed to me after you left to uk.But I couldnt deliver as much as you but now,Im trying to avoid any mischief among all family members =]..Ainsyaallah i will doakan =]-sadly ,the prank didnt work on him.xD

Yes,thanks to them,I can move on with my life much more easier.Knowing these people , It just makes me want to focus on what going on sooner or later.Everyone is fighthing to get somewhere.Mayb i should too.

Now I understand why my Dad personally wants me to go to uk.Its not because Uk is a nice place,its because for me to realise the living here and there.Every country is different. You just need to see it for yourself =].

And thats the end of my storey which started from 27 december 2008 - 17 january 2009

I will miss you guys there =]